Tribute to the savior..

YOU

You are scary; in which ever way I imagine You to be

You can never be not scary

You are beautiful..

I see your calm face floating through my consciousness 

every day, every single night.

I cannot believe how strong my desire is 

To believe that You are not alive..

My faith in You is now wandering..

in this mortal world 

to prove me right

I found You

I surrendered myself to You

suddenly it made so much sense

I now see colors that once 

sieved through my eyes..

I now hear the truth that once

would only scream lies

I now know what you want to show

But it is hiding from me

I am waiting for that day

The day I would hold it 

so close so long

that it will blind me

So beautiful was your imagination

I chose to be a part of it

Thank you for waiting

not giving in to my whims

And I know 

You will wait

Till nothing scares me..

Till I stand alone..

Till my mind 

is carved only with your fears..

To remember You 

like I did 

Before I knew your secrets.